It all started last year, toward the middle or end of summer so has not even been a full year yet. I was going through a lot of depression and stress. Oh I tried all kind of things to end the stress, but nothing was working. Hmm thinking about it now the stress part did start a year ago but the changing my life for GOD didn’t come until later. Any way things go so bad I about ended my own life. The closest I got was writing a note but I began to think about a few things. First my cousin had some one in his life kill him self and my cousin was pretty upset about it. Not that I blame him and I am glad I saw that and remembered that. What also stopped me is I did consider my self a Christian and I did remember killing your self is a direct ticket to hell and that was not at all what I wanted. So I got on my knees and prayed. Not much happened right away but things did start to change. Things that were causing me stress went away, one by one. Not every thing causing me stress went away, like fear that we are living in the end time do to the horrifying things that are going on all over the world.
I also met some Christians on steam as I was really into playing games to pass the time. One of them that talks about the end times every now and then. Some of the stuff he posts links to on steam scare me a lot so some times I don’t watch all that he posts. Any way another one invited me to a Christian group and that group has been very helpful. Because of that group I have found errors in my own faith and was born again even though I thought I already was. I am still learning and still changing things in my life. My goal is to do what is right in GOD’s eyes and thank him for answering my prayer. He is a wonderful GOD and I am grateful for every thing that he has done.